I'm going to share with you all a little story I'm not going to tell you who is involved. I'm not even going to disclose a gender...because really..this could literally apply to millions of people in the world..maybe more..
This story doesn't have a beginning..and it doesn't yet have an end..
In this story..someone was dreaming..
in that dream..they were trapped inside themselves..unable to call out or fight against the force that was controlling thier body..
for years and years..that force kept control of the poor dreamers body..doing all sorts of bad things..hurting and nearly killing a bunch of people during it's reign..
but one day.. the dream took a turn. it show'd a bright light that shown through.. another person had arrived..one that was so caring and kind that even the force that had trapped the dreamer couldn't withstand it's infectious good..
Since that day..the dreamer hasn't dreamed..nor has the dreamer been trapped inside themself..the dream was over..the bad things had finally ended. But the dreamer feels the force still inside them.. always fighting for control.. but the kind person who helped the dreamer..never went away. that person stay'd in the dreamers life when the dream ended.
so the force was always kept at bay by that person's light. But sometimes..the dreamer can't help but wonder..what would happen if the person of light left? would the force take over again? Even now..even with the light from this person..the dreamer can't control the force inside them..it's too dangerous..it can't be let out..the dreamer knows this..but they can't stop it on their own..So..now they try whatever they can to ensure the person of light stays with them..
because they don't want to return to the dream..they don't want to become the force inside once again..ever again..