"Hold back? What in the nine hells makes you think I could bother holding back against people this strong?" Rena snapped at him before having a dawning thought moment happen. She hadn't ever gone at absolute full with the intent to die... not willingly. She had never once used everything she had without saving anything in reserve so that she could live past the fight. She had always held back.
Always.
She had been avoiding this fight and many others knowing that she would die if she took them up.
But this was her problem and her fault. She could have killed Aner when she had the chance years ago once she got over her ROS disease.. and never did. She could have killed Shira when she went to find her in Hell and found her to be completely lost to hell's evil and Kaze's will and she couldn't. She could have killed Kaze while he was a vizard and purified his soul with her zanpaktou so that he could not have become a sinner and become an even greater threat to the world.
And she didn't.
In that singular moment something Dino Tomoshibi said came across slapping Rena across the face like a ton of gold bricks and put major perspective on most of what Rena had done with her long life.
She grinned slightly and grabbed his shoulder from behind lightly,
"Yeah.. Sorry about that.. I won't hold back any longer.." She said politely before gripping his shoulder and forcibly tossing him behind her with so much force that not only did the strong man have no say in the mater it probably damn near crushed his shoulder in the process if he attempted to stop her at all, "
Run away Human. This is a battle of Monsters.." She said looking back at him still smiling softly while her spiritual pressure became that of an ocean washing over the battlefield with it's thickness and power,
"MY family troubles.. Blackwind's Legacy.. My Sins.. My Heroics.. They all end here.. now.."She looked back at Aner, Shira, and Kaze who had powered up and was now paying attention due to the outstanding power spike put out by Rena,
"We are a disease.. We destroy the world around us.. I will end this now.." She pulled her hand holding her zanpaktou to the side and it formed into a slimey ball that she merely crushed in her hand as tightly as she could forcing her hand to bleed. This act further intensified the vast ocean of energy covering the area as even her zanpaktou spirit, appeared, nodded at Rena, and took hold of the hand that was bleeding and holding the physical body of the spirit in it.
"Stop her!" Kaze barked with sudden desperation and fear, having realized what Rena was about to do, as he fired the biggest most powerful bolt of lightning his sinner body could produce right at her. Being joined by Aner firing more cero and Shira hurling waves of darkness and water at her mother.
Rena just glanced back at Dino Tomoshibi and flashed that same arrogant grin she always had,
"Tell that brat of yours............." She looked back at the attacks headed for her and her zan spirit,
"I"m not coming back this time.."The attacks never connected.
The sounds of everything else, the blizzard, the sirens, the screaming from citizens, the fires caused by the fighting...everything.. paled in comparison to what transpired next.
Rena Lisola, Teacher of Jun, Ally of the Kishimasuku, Friend of the Coalition, Soldier of Gotei, warrior of justice, was gone.
In that moment she ignited the very essence of her spirit and that of her zanpaktou who willingly joined her in the final moments. The explosion that happened left a blank sphere of nothing in it's wake in the city of New York, the shockwave was like an earthquake magnitude of 10 had erupted, the sound was mind boggling, and power felt during the release could drive a lesser being to their knee's in worship.
But Dino Tomoshibi survived to see it all, hear it all, watch it all. Rena had diverted just enough of her released power to shield him.. as her final act of good. He was on his ass ontop of the only thing remaining in the giant sphere of totally disintegrated area that was now in the city.
Luckily.. Humanity was very good at rebuilding lost buildings and such.
But there was nothing bringing the Lisola family back from that explosion. Not even a god.
(I had sudden inspiration in the middle of the night. So sorry I hijacked the thread and turned it into my four way self kill moment. But hey. Thats 3 less threats and four less characters I have to worry about now.
I have one in mind to replace Rena as my main.. but thats still a work in progress and I'm not even worried about that atm.)